shruggg

sometimes, the most shittiest day, turns out to be not so bad after all. 

A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world. 

i have two problems to deal with in my life.
my heart,
and my brain.


my heart is brainless.
and my brain is heartless.

- bukit jalil.

the last evening.


life is meant to be screwed up.
no one has a perfect & calm life, cause if life were to be like that then no one would learn how to appreciate anyone in life.


cause problems, only will bring us closer.


-rubnee CR.

better offf on my own.

im sorry, its all that i can say.

you mean so much.

and i'd fix all that ive done if i could start again.

i'd throw it all away to the shadow of regret.

and you would have the best of me.

sorry.

<3

everything's harder than you think it is,

everything is possible if you believe it is.

im still waiting,

for this ship to sink.

because its not your normal day.

i want you to know,

with everything i wont let this go.

ill hold on to this moment,

as i bleed out my heart out to show,

i wont let go.

come children listen to me.
i will show you the fear of god.

mum : you know howww much i love you ?


me : yes ma. to the moon and back :)

JAMMM OKAYY !

how come its always yourself that you care about ?


what about me ?

YOU KNOW WHAT IPOH,
I HATE YOU !


how come im never happy when i come back ?
always excited.
feeels calm to be home.


haha.
only lasts for a night ?


i miss being happy.
teardrop*

words cant describe my feelings now.
we're a failure.


we could have chosen the right way.
you chose the wrong path.


we could have faced it together.
instead you wanted to walk out of my life.


you claimed that you love me.
but you did everything that hurts me.

.

i used to hate seeing myself cry.
i used to love being happy.


now, crying is the ONLY thing i can do.
clueless of whats happening between us.
what im gaining ?
what am i losing ?


i just wanna mute my days and scream my throat out.


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